pchpeplas and bumblebees

several hours ‘till i fly away for serbia. idk if i want to go or not. I’m going, i know that’s a fact but i still don’t know how I feel about it. miss my fam. that I know. but there is so much confusion in my life as is, going there just fucks me up even more. 

as time went by i became more americanized and more serbianized at the same time. idk how. mom woke me up a few months back and she says while she was waking me up i kept on screaming at her asking: WHAT TIIIIME IS IT? WHAT TIME??? ANSWER MEH! ugh im going back to bed. then while talking to gabby i would say random ass shit that made no sense up to the point that she noticed how SHE started using weird phrases. hahaah on a side note i just remembered her multiculturalism paper where she said she likes ethnic feet! yummm lmao

anyways, in less than 24 hours (i think) I shall be in serbia! yay 2 seeing the fam and friends. boo to not being in the chi. also i wonder what the weather is like, i have no idea what to bring. nor do i even THINK i have space in the suitcases… i should prolly pack now… 

well, now it’s final. I need a visa to go to greece, and I do not have the time to get it. sooo…. apart from going to macedonia and romania, I am either going to croatia or turkey. Where should I go? 

Sorry you can’t define me, sorry I break the mold 
Sorry that I speak my mind, sorry don’t do what I’m told 
Sorry if I don’t fake it, sorry I come so real 
I will never hide what I really feel 
No way, oh 

Sorry if I ain’t perfect
Sorry I don’t give a fuck
Sorry I ain’t a diva
Sorry just not what I want
Sorry I’m not a virgin
Sorry I’m not a slut
I won’t let you break me                                                                                                    Think what you want

Christina Aguilera (portions of Stripped intro 1 & 2)

Блок програма у коме ти на почетку кратко кажу “добар дан”, а онда пола сата објашњавају зашто није добар.